strange..but true....

first, i wanna let ya noe dat i had deleted some personal part...n some picture which i think shouldnt b post...so dun look for dat pic...cuz it aint here any more....

I was thinking of changin diz blog to something else....cuz i'm not more active in blogging.

But today, feel like i wan to tell sumthing about wut i found out bout us young and pretty much high graded students. Well, diz had click in my mind....when i found most of my friends who had failed their o'lvl n now working day till nite...from 7am till 10 or may b mid-nite...some r even worst...for e.g my bro..work over-time..where he sometime wouldnt even come home till his work done. I had finish my attachment now...doin nothing but at home, well doin some housework, playing 1ohrs of gaming..seem like noting much. But b4 i finish my attachment, i was given a 1 mth more chance to work wit the company dat i was attached wit, so far as u can see....diz is like an extra muny...may b u might get a chance to work part time while waiting for skool result n etc..

But, to bad....i decline de offer....y? i was thinking....i said " its jus for a mth, n wut $20 per day...i will only get like less than $400. further more, i ask for less than a week holiday, to rest my self frm de attachment.. but sadly the company wont give. so i decline".

So i thought, i could live if i jus stay at home, i feel free to do anything i wan. Furthermore, with my qualification, i felt i can have a better paid job than this one. Yeah, seem greed had conquer me. I felt lazy to work. But then, while i went shoppin, at diz one shop, i met an old friend. She smile n greet me, i was happy to see her doin well. so i ask,'how u doin, how long had u been workin here, she replied" almost a year". "owh, so how much u get paid n wat time u finished"...she replied again " well i work from 8am till 10pm sumtime i went home late, n i got paid $300+".....n i was shock...i said "omg! i cant live wit $300 a mth, it's like my skool allowence, with dat work time, i dun think i can do"...

Then, i went to the bank, diz time i saw an ex-clasmate...seem newly trained der....so i ask my self..." how come i cant do it? is it because i'm choosy, we used to get a composition topic "wut if i do, if i have $100" ...well...seem it jus an old fantasy now...ahahah..

but yea...looking at my fwen, workin so hard, wit dat work time n little payment.....i still wonder wut make me dun wan to work like dem, how can ppl stand to work the same job, doin da same thing repeatedly everyday, well....for me..the work attachment make me bored already....

the job i did every single day is..." when to work at 6.30am ...trafic jam 1 hr.....slow driving...arrive office n cook noodle...than filing the policies....have lunch ....continue filing ...go home at 5pm in an 1hr slow trafic again".....well diz...had make me bored of my work...i notice doin repeat everyday is so boring....but how can our friends do it? i felt like barry from "bee movie"....but wit out work....for 2 mth now...i felt bored....i even almost felt quiting game...but i play new game i nvr played. i felt i wan to study...wan to b back at skool rather than working...but after skool again..i had to think of a job...a job dat will help me not feeling bored, a job dat make us happy for life....but even if der;s such a job...ahah....well u must be "your on boss"....so here it is...its a confusing....not good english..some might not understand wut i say...but i'm still thinking about wut i said....i dun noe wut to do...but i wish i could go to skool